driving down to the beach today pointing out all the places that i have stories about, that all are about things that have happened with me and you. spilling th milk, almost being killed by a turkey vulcher, our future houses, the place we drove down to eat at in january so you could see someone who liked very much. just driving down their in general made me sad. my car felt empty beacuse you werent in it. i love having gina in my car, somone to laugh and sing with the whole way down, but i would have loved if you were in the car with us to, laughing and singing along. i miss you more than ul every know. i want my best friend back. i wrote you a message telling you how i showed gina the place where i spilled the chocolate milk, asked you how everything was and how you liked your new job..u read it but, you have no consideration to even right me back. i dont get it..im on the back burner...you gave me a 10 year warantee, techniquly i have 3 years left, but i dont think so...i cant keeo putting all the effort into it anymore. more than anything i want to have someone to call and just talk to like before, but now you wont even answer the phone, id love to know what caused all this! as for now ill tell you what you told me...i miss you terribly..the the only diffrence? i actually mean it.
sleep for the night..........nyc in the morning
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