a few random notes

Am I suppose to put my life on hold because you don't know how to act and you don't know where your life is going?~~ Kristina Debarge

Oh sweetheart put the bottle down You got too much talent I see you through those bloodshot eyes There's a cure you found it Slow motion sparks You caught that chill Now don't deny it But boys will be boys Oh yes they will They don't wanna define it Just don't deny it~~Kelly Clarkson

So one final monday, 2 finals thursday and 1 more final the next tuesday, then im done with that place until september. Im so tired i need a break! i went to look for a nice summer job today, i have interview on monday, cross ur fingers it goes well!..anyway tommorow emmys graduation, should be interesting spending the whole day with family, considering i cant stand looking at my parents at the moment.

I saw you today, driving, smoking ur cigarette as usual. do u ever work? i dont get it. i miss you! i have so much stuff that i need to talk about, and ur the only one i can do that with..i guess i will have to keep it all bottled up inside until u finally have time for me. You have so much that you could be doing right now to benefit ur future. and u chose to continue to hang out with thouse ppl. who got u in all this mess in the first place.

and you. i think ur getting to far ahead of urslef with this kid. ur just setting urslef up for rejection later. and i really dont wanna hear it. im tired of hearing that meeting him was the best thing in ur life and all this stuf..omg.idk..im give up...im going 2 sleep!