Its funny how things are. I thought i had some really good friends in my life, but honestly i dont. i feel like i have just one, hopefully this is something true and not because i want it to be that way. Im tired of drama, we were supposed to leave that in high school. and yes, he does not treat me the best he can, but if i needed him he would be there as quick as he could. and honestly i dont really feel like anyone else of you would do that. you say you care and u understand, but is that the truth? probably not! and i can see right through that. and as bitchy as it may sound, i could careless about how u feel, and if u can "act" like you care then guess what i can "act" like i care to about what is going on with you, but quite frankly i dont give a crap. why should i put in any effort when u dont either...and if i showed this to anyone but him, u would all call me crazy. but none of you really understand...you dont get it..and yes ill be the first to admit, we used to fight like an old married couple, and got into some really bad fights, not talking to each other for weeks or months, but look how it came out in the end. we always worked our way through it and it seemed like none of it every happened. can any of you say that? it takes true friends to do something like that. maybe i am crazy, maybe! maybe its just cuz were going on the second week of being really good again since a while, and im happy about that, maybe. but i feel i can really truely honestly say that if i needed him right now, hed drive down 2 be here with me. and none of you would. one of u would would be to busy talking about ur "boyfriend"...and another one would ignore me. and others i wouldnt even bother. its really funny how things turn out, i think one of the reason its so hard to let you go is because once your gone i will have no one. ul be to far away to come and rescue me, and i dont no if i can handle that, the past 7 yrs. u were always there to catch me when i fall! i can go on and on but i wont....all i can say is im tired of feeling like crap because of you ppl that are supposedly my best friends. and to you--ur not reading this but if u were u would no it was you...thank you for everything! and ilu, lets keep this up!
ps. gina baby girl, ur not in this category, i know ud be there for me! and i no u may not want 2 here me go on and on about u no who, but atleast u sit and listen, and sometimes thats all i need....so a thank you 2 u 2 baby girl...prom in 3 days! get excited..u will look sooo pretty! cant wait!
anyway, way back when, when rhianna made this song, i told my best friend that this was our song. the other day i found a cover of it by all time low, and i love it so here its is.....
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